some thoughts i had today:



my christmas list keeps getting smaller and
while i'm thinking xmas,


i should stop looking at gifts that people would like or that i would like to get them because those people are no longer


around anymore.


there are leaves in my yard that i do not recognise and i haven't been able to find the tree they fell from- ghost tree???


that 5 minutes is still a long damn time on a treadmill when my body is like a sack of pudding!


i wonder WHY , just...

WHY. pick a topic. any topic.


been thinking of not thinking.

i think that's a deep thought.


wondering WHY some people are not happy unless they have someone to focus anger on, wondering too




WHY

some people are not happy unless they have someone to focus desire on.


wonder why i should care

or if i don't care enough.


i wonder why it seems so hard to let go or

to reach out.